The process of letting go.. invaluable and should be applied to all aspects of one's life. i believe it is inevitable then to bring not only one's soulmate, but the work we r intended to do, the income we so desire, and the love we can then be able to share with everyone around us. I saw in front of me a giant bubble, with a glowing light, around the edge, like that of the sun, in it i put all those thoughts and feelings, that were a disappointment, or unsatisfying, or hurtful, placed them there, i saw my hands raise, to cup this bubble, and raised it up, gave it to the universe.. I am free to move on to bigger and better things.. without this weight..
so true about neediness.. it sends out an energy, when i left my husband i truly felt, i don't care if i meet another person, and of all things, that's all i've done, is meet plenty of men. none of which i feel are my soulmate for life, in the sense being mentioned, although relationships i expect will last a life time, but with each relationship, an opportunity to grow, and know myself better, and continue to embrace, the me i love.. I also am applying this to my uncertain future, of my work, as this time of transformation takes hold also, and accept that change is the only constant, not necessarily what i've been doing, but rather how i do it, differently. And to stop panicking over the change but rather to release, so to let the new in!!! Amen
I write a blog, and had no idea what i was going to write today.. I think this says it all, on my journey.. my goal is not what one expects, i believe that it is the process, rather than one end goal, that we need to appreciate.
which is why once again, i am glad for today, as well as yesterday, and tomorrow, all the joys, sorrows, happiness, profits and losses.. all mine to relish in..and share with those that i love and love me.. Thank you for the endless inspiration.. my inner sun shines, may i share it, get your sunglasses on!! I feel bright, cheery and happy, i wish the same for all of you..
for my readers this was inspired by The soulmate summit which was sent to me, and a friend also, Carol, called out of the blue for me to tune into.. i never see things as they are intended, and as i am not seeking this aspect, presently..Though open to what comes to my life as it arrives, thought of the lessons they are speaking of, in a much vaster aspect of life.. more inclusive than that of wishing for that perfect someone to come into ones life, as though any one person could make you whole.. but to apply it to my relationships, friendships, children, work.. and hopefully be able to have a better grasp on all those aspects which make us whole!! all the facets, like a cut stone, more brilliant, because of the many surfaces, of each facet.
let the sun shine in..
Andrea
and my Crew
http://www.soulmatesummit.net/event/
